haixz sianxz ar!!~ today felt sad.... i feel like giving up jerrold.... and im thinking of going bak to love shi feng lehies... i dunno im confused.... i just help it when he was like that kind lah... then after the thing had happend.. i never talk to jerrold... i felt being alone and i just wanna to have some peace and i did'nt wan love... even jeanic has promised that not to see shifeng or talk to him like this... then today he ask mi pei him play bball like this then we just play like tt then jeanic scold mi and tell mi that 'didnt u promised mi that not to see him or talk to him for 60days!!~???'i just cant stop from thinking of him...and for months and months, i havent even forget him yet... this is the 3rd time i broke up wif shifeng.. the 3rd time i cried really very much... when he called mi last time.. i cried when he said that his gonna break up with mi... and now? the same thing happend to mi again... i felt really very hurt.. i just now cried also when i listening to bu gou cheng shou by by2..i like the sentence--->倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有,倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流... thats wat i wrote in mine msn...

very sad..when i kept listening to bu gou cheng shou-by2 it is nice but it makes mi thinks that psf never loves mi before... every sentence i heard them singing, mine brain will kept remember the things that we did together... like at the bball court and at sch and at mine friends birthday party... i just cant forget him... it is so hard... i feel like killing myself and i wont be able to see him again.... i felt it is so tough for mine life... love really is compilcated...last time i bluffed mine friends that i have actually forget him.. but i never... it is hard to forget a person u love but the person dont likes u.. it is hurt.. if u were mi wat will u think??u felt the same way as i did right??..i think i just cant forget him... i dunno if i wanna love him bak or wat..i will let the god to decide it...now..i dun care wat mine future or true lover is i just wan to pass mine examiations and when i grew older.. i will find it myself... btw, nobody will noe what future u have....right?....for months and months i havent even forget that guy...

i damn sianxz sia nobody pei mi tok... then tmr exams.. so much stress.... im scared that mine maths will fail... but try mine best lor... haixz... i wish i will pass with flying colours then i think mine mother will buy mi a personal computer...haixz... see first lor... if cannot.. no reward haizx mine parents keep giving mi stress... but i noe is for mine own good... but they cant like made mi do finish a workbook in one day??!! this is CRAZY!!!~ if mine friend see this i bet they say it is also crazy..... but no choice lah is the most crucial this year.. becoz PSLE then if fail must retant...then if just by random.. is like very less sec school 4 u to choose rite... so must pass with flying colours then many schools u can choose from hahahs....=P i wish all mine friends will pass and go same schools!!~ work hard!!!~~~

happy 43rd birthday Singapore!!~yay tmr not going to MindChamps le hahahahs i no nid so early in the morning wake up so early le hahas i can sleep longer... hehehe i damn sianxz sia.. i now dunno wat to do then later i maybe go play lor hahas but no game for mi to play hahas im a lamer rite? but not so lame hahas.... u noe that love really sucks?? love really hurts and really really hurts... when i broke up wif psf.. thats whr my heart hurts begin.. and now i dont wanna it to happend again.. i really dunwan it again.. it takes mi ages to forget him.. now.. i cant even forget the guy that love mi.. and i love him for like 2 yrs liao lor.. but he even never treasures mi and he dont like mi but... i dunno why i love him lors.. am i the stupidest and idoitest gal who like him for so long?? i dunno im confused.. and he said that he love mi 4eva but he broke the promise.... his promise is a fake!!~

hahahs... today quite happy because the chin kai keep shoot the ball then can go into the net hahas then i 2 pointer then i chop damn nice lor... then mie chune say if i chop he 'tok diao' then i shoot then in hahas then he going tok liao hahahas who ask him wanna say that serve him right!!!!~~ then today got match..zzzz then devora fall sia then shi suan and the other guy lie on her then we all thr 'woooooooooooooooooow!!!!!!!!!~~~~ and wooooot!!~' many ppl say tt then devo ps sia then the secong time she also fall again same two guy and devo haixz devo ar.. u very damn suay sia......... but forgive mi pls... i'm not mean to talk behind ur back... sry!~ sis... pls mercy mi!!!~hahas

i really hate sat and sun lor... so sianxz and the 2 days must morning wake up de lor... haixz then every week always like tt de lor.. not fair why everyday i must early wake up de?? can i have a good sleep? i now really very tired leheis..
i hope that shi feng will find his xing fu one day... hehe...i dun understand why when boys break wif gals then boys never get upset as gals always get upset... then is like we always everyday sad then boys always happy de lehis... now i n shifeng only can be friends but it is alright at least we can be friends wat.. hahas