haixz damn sianxz sia nth to do haixz... today.. shifeng msg me say that he sick.. diao.. he then the face become green he say 1 de..'i dunno if it is true lahrs' hahahsi damn sianxz lah now becoz nth to do then haixz mahs.... i dunno why i sianxz also lah hahas... HEI SE HUI MEI MEI change the name le they change it to HEI GIRL!!~ i love them sining jiao jie jie ''OOXX'' and nu sheng damn nice they sing everybody must go listen hor!!~ haixz damn sianxz...jeanic and devo finally patch up le yay!!~ but i still dunno weixuan n jeanic havent patch up together yet... haixz i wish them will quickly patch up then best friends 4eva again bah!@!~ jia you!~i gtg le bye!!~love jn

haixz...sianxz ar... i long time no write blog le..hehehe... i lazy write... becoz nowdays doing the revisions... so no time to write mine blog lorhs...i watch hei tang ma qi duo the 30 time le hahahhahahahas break WORD record le hahahs... then later i wan watch again... then become the 31 time...i dunno why i kept watching...i only noe it is very gao xiao so watch again n again lors... many ppl ask me this questions.. so i answer ur questions le bah?Now,i felt like dun wanna love anybody...i just dun wanna it...but it kept coming... i dunno y... at first, is shifeng... then jerrold.... aiya.. why i kept remembering the stupid playboy??? anyway we two are freinds already... so aiya.. i dun care him le lah... no feeling for him le i still thinking... how stupid am i... hahahs.... so... sheng bian de ren yao zheng xi bu yao deng dao zui hou de shi hou ni chai zheng xi......bye friends gtg now!~

haixz sianxz ar!!~ today felt sad.... i feel like giving up jerrold.... and im thinking of going bak to love shi feng lehies... i dunno im confused.... i just help it when he was like that kind lah... then after the thing had happend.. i never talk to jerrold... i felt being alone and i just wanna to have some peace and i did'nt wan love... even jeanic has promised that not to see shifeng or talk to him like this... then today he ask mi pei him play bball like this then we just play like tt then jeanic scold mi and tell mi that 'didnt u promised mi that not to see him or talk to him for 60days!!~???'i just cant stop from thinking of him...and for months and months, i havent even forget him yet... this is the 3rd time i broke up wif shifeng.. the 3rd time i cried really very much... when he called mi last time.. i cried when he said that his gonna break up with mi... and now? the same thing happend to mi again... i felt really very hurt.. i just now cried also when i listening to bu gou cheng shou by by2..i like the sentence--->倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有,倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流... thats wat i wrote in mine msn...

very sad..when i kept listening to bu gou cheng shou-by2 it is nice but it makes mi thinks that psf never loves mi before... every sentence i heard them singing, mine brain will kept remember the things that we did together... like at the bball court and at sch and at mine friends birthday party... i just cant forget him... it is so hard... i feel like killing myself and i wont be able to see him again.... i felt it is so tough for mine life... love really is compilcated...last time i bluffed mine friends that i have actually forget him.. but i never... it is hard to forget a person u love but the person dont likes u.. it is hurt.. if u were mi wat will u think??u felt the same way as i did right??..i think i just cant forget him... i dunno if i wanna love him bak or wat..i will let the god to decide it...now..i dun care wat mine future or true lover is i just wan to pass mine examiations and when i grew older.. i will find it myself... btw, nobody will noe what future u have....right?....for months and months i havent even forget that guy...

i damn sianxz sia nobody pei mi tok... then tmr exams.. so much stress.... im scared that mine maths will fail... but try mine best lor... haixz... i wish i will pass with flying colours then i think mine mother will buy mi a personal computer...haixz... see first lor... if cannot.. no reward haizx mine parents keep giving mi stress... but i noe is for mine own good... but they cant like made mi do finish a workbook in one day??!! this is CRAZY!!!~ if mine friend see this i bet they say it is also crazy..... but no choice lah is the most crucial this year.. becoz PSLE then if fail must retant...then if just by random.. is like very less sec school 4 u to choose rite... so must pass with flying colours then many schools u can choose from hahahs....=P i wish all mine friends will pass and go same schools!!~ work hard!!!~~~